Matthew Knott - Blog

With the birth of my second child imminent I'm starting to take a little more charge of my life, but still keep getting knocked back as I go.

I've watched Clint Eastwood's latest movie covering the road to South Africa winning the 1995 rugby world cup and healing the wounds caused by years of apartheid.

These are tough times for me, emotionally, mentally and financially. I've been on the ropes for several weeks now.

After undoubtedly the hardest week so far, I find myself starting to go looking for positives where none present themselves.

After reading an article about the XNA business model being a failure, I wonder if people actually do things for the love and the fun any more.

I'm just starting out in XNA and in all likely hood won't get anything decent working, I just don't have the skill or the dedication for this sort of thing, but I'm certain that the experience will be a fun one.